My death won’t be wasted
Unless you let it fade away
Without veils and trails
Of tears and decay

I want to look back
And remember them fondly
But I fear that they hate me
Or don’t feel as strongly

Oh, I wish I was like you
You are my ideal
It sounds pretty “out there”
But I know what I feel

I know it sounds real bad
But she’s really retarded:
She never thinks, only talks
And I’m not even started

She believes in the movies
And I can do is pity
I am afraid I will say “told you so”
When she is already feels shitty

I’m not his your mother nor her father
They are racist as a pair
I want to challenge them with force,
But I can’t seem to fucking care!

And I’ll never have an answer
And it breaks my beliefs in two:
I want to be amazing
But I also wish I could be you